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Originally posted by MissEve
This business had changed my view of MEN! Sometimes I have a moment of clarity and I cant believe that I have a nice lifestyle because guys are jerking off to my sites! When I started making money from my first site in late 95 I still worked in real estate. I would look around the office and imagine that all of the normal guys I saw every day were the exact demographic of men who buy porn.
I am definitely less judgemental about sexuality now but sometimes I see someone who has been a member of my pregnant site for 3 years and think......what the fuck??!! Its still a mystery ;)
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Totally agree with you there, MissEve, Like I said it myself ;) Before I started my amateur website, I had no idea there were THAT many over-horny men surfing the net for porn day after day. Some of them are going to the same camsites every single night for over 3 years, telling us that it's because their wife never feel like having sex with them. (Well that doesn't surprise me after all, if my man was jerking of infront of the computer every fucking day, I would have kicked his ASS!!!
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So now when I've been in this biz for some years, and recieved so many weird e-mails from male surfers, asking me "hi can we meet and fuck??", "hi, can I fuck you for $3000?", and blabla...Thay haven't understoos a thing, the fact that porn IS a created fantasy, they are supposed to view it and jerk off for their own pleasure, not thinking that they really can just drop by and fuck me like a whore. That's the thing that irritates me, but ofcourse I know that this is something I just have to deal with, since I run a site like I do. But I just have to admit that I am amazed how differently people are acting In Real Life, and on the net as a superhorny surfer...
And then about my view of women, I am bisexual, I love beautiful women. But I DO have to admit, that after being in this biz for awhile, when I'm in the cite in the summer, watching all these lovely women, I can't stop thinking that "OH MY GOD, she would be a GREAT nude-model!...Very good content" ;)
Hehe...feel alittle ashamed about that, but really it's just a compliment, right?
At least my IRL view of both men and women has not changed, I still think that their personality is the most important thing of all.