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**Oh btw I got a question for you, based on your own experience do you think that you need to completely stop taking drink and drugs if your to reach your full potential ? or at the very least to achieve specific goals you set yourself ?
that is a good question. there are a few different thoughts on the topic and
some of the different schools are completely opposite.
i like to equate it to the fact that i smoke cigarettes. i know that smoking
is not good for you, it will kill you faster than anything else. it makes
you smell bad, it stains your teeth and fingers, it is expensive. it will take
days off the amazing life that i get to live.
i have made resolution after resolution to quit smoking. i am going
to do it on my birthday, i am going to do it new years day, i am going
to only smoke this pack and then i am done. maybe i will take a trip
and quit while i am gone. well i will quit when i get back from this
trip. i am tired of having to go outside to smoke. i think about how
many cigarettes in a day that i will smoke and try to cut back from
there.
there was only one time that i tried to quit, and that was only for
about a day. i love to smoke. i love it.
until i am ready to stop, until i am totally ready to quit, i know
that there is not even a reason for me to try. i still entertain the idea
quite a bit, but i still smoke.
the first thing that i know, is that you have to be abstinence. moderation
really does not work.
33. Who is Jessicia and why is she tattooed on your wrist?
i have always loved mexican-american tattoo work. i love names tattooed
in script. you will see them on the side of back of peoples necks, their
chest, sometimes their back or shoulder. its always single needle (fine line)
work done in black. sometimes its a common tattoo to get while in jail,
so it will be a little washed out. i believe that it is a style of artwork that is
completely overlooked to certain extents.
i always wanted a piece of that art. so i need to pick the name. how many
times have you heard of someone getting their girl friends name tattooed
on them and getting it covered later or having huge regret over it.
so that one is out.
i dont have any childred. so that is out.
my mothers name does not look good in script at all. it would
defeat the purpose of the art.
so if i am going to look at it as art, then i should get something
based on ascetics. a girls name that i like, that is easy to read, and that
looks good in script. i think that jessica looks perfect. now i just need
the girl to match the tattoo
34. Do you stand or sit to pee?
thank god i stand. i used to have a price albert piercing. its the ring that
goes from the urethra out the base of the head. the shit makes you
spray all over the place. one of the greatest things about being a man
is that you get to just pull out your cock and piss. write your name on
the wall. play target practice. complement other men at the urinals on
their wrist watches. i love to pee on my feet goddamn it. and there is
no ring with not doing it. (but depending on other jewelry, there are
times that i do have to sit. no one really wants to know that story)
35. Why are all your ex girlfriends lesbians?
ask katie from playboy.
for some reason i just love dykes. i have no idea what the fuck it is,
but a girl?s girl just does it for me. i dont like butch dykes at all, but i
really dont care for lipstick dykes either. there is a certain breed that
i like and its hard to put the finger on it. but katie is almost the perfect
example. she on the other hand does not like boys much at all. trust me,
i have tried and tried. she might like you for a night, but it will never
go past that. we both like the same girls too much.
its not the thing either about i want to watch them with another girl,
or its hot that they make out with chicks, maybe i can get two of them
together kind of male bullshit. just something about a girl in jeans and
a tshirt, not too much makeup, hair not overly done, a little bit of shoulder
to her. turns out that most those girls are gay. hot, but gay.
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-sean
skype: sean.a.christian
sean @ revolutionforce.com
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