sarah... c'mon... i applaud you for your efforts but you seem to be extremely clueless about diet, nutrition and basic physiology... and like always, that is the core problem.
what does insulin have to do with dietary fat intake and "digesting fat"?
insulin resistance is the product of continually spiking insulin by eating obscene amounts of sugars and simple starches. your body responds less and less to those spikes which diminishes your bodys ability to convert sugars to glucose for energy and result in more sugars being stored as fat and higher blood glucose levels.
almost anyone that is significantly overweight and obese has insulin issues and its that cycle that ultimately leads to higher blood glucose levels and full blown diabetes.
do you know why doctors prescribe pills like Xenical? its not because they want to support the pharmaceutical industry and watch their patients self destruct with useless medications with more risks than benefits. IT's BECAUSE 99.99% of people wont follow simple advice on diet and exercise to get their life back under control.
Do you know what Xenical is? how it works? It seems that you have no clue at all which again, helps to highlight the problem of how you ended up where you are. its a drug that simply binds to fats not allowing them to be digested. So basically, you are taking a pill to do what you don't have the willpower to do yourself and your doctor is prescribing it to you for that EXACT reason.
