talk to your doctor about this. im sure that you're not alone here.
please dont resort to the affair. it sounds as if you've already had something lined up, but didn't have the balls to actually do it.
cheating on your wife just because you are having a problem now could not only have an affect on you, but the connection between you and your child. I'm sure that your child is gonna turn into a fuckup if you tell them that you found their birth (and essentially them) repulsive
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