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my last gf was a cutter, i found the little slits up on the underside of her arm having sex with her one day. i knew instantly what all the little scars were, she was reaching around her arm with a razorblade and making little nicks. i couldn't understand this at all, and as much as it makes me sound like a dick, it turned me right off. i brought it up one night when we were lying in bed and she burst out balling like crazy cuz she thought i figured she was a fucking nutcase. i assured her i didn't, even though i actually kind of did. this combined with a few other nutball characterisitics she had, ultimately turned me completely off of her. but i was super worried she'd go crazy if i dumped her. i mean she kept telling me how much she loved me and couldn't live without me(after only like 4 months of dating!) so i was stuck fucking her for like another month and a half, before ski season finally rolled around and i ditched to the mountains. turns out i was right. immediately afterwards she fucked her way through my friends like she was checklisting my address book, started smoking meth and rock like the fucking crazy, dropping pills left and right, turned into a wierd druggy, dropped out of college, wound up in rehab, and was basically shunned by most of our friends for beging a fucking fruitloop. oddly enough after talking to a mutual friend of ours almost a year later, he told me he was having sex with her once when she asked him to cut her under her tits wth a razorblade while he fucked her! can i say fucking nutjob??!! i think so! and people wonder why i refuse to date anyone anymore, hah!
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