Confession Time
Dig420 and myself made a gay porn movie when we were both just 18. It was called Bi-Partisan. I was broke and needed the money and Dig420 was such a handsome boy and kept propositioning me. I was confused. I had a lot of issues in my childhood with my father and felt i could recreate the love i felt i was missing out on by making love to Dig420 and saving it forever on film. It was a mistake. I have lived in terror that the movie would one day surface. I can't take it anymore. I am sorry for all those i have decieved... please accept my apology. I am married today to a very beautiful woman... but it could very well be that i am just kidding myself. Underneath that outer image of happiness and contentment is really just a confused young man, in assless leather chaps, bitter that Dig420 refuses to return my calls.
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