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Originally Posted by RS-MEDIA
 respect... but..
what you say but Donny is different. Its always been about him and being the center of attention. Now that things are being exposed of what he?s really made off he?s playing the victim. I thought its people like Donny need to feel guilty fot the victims.. |
I can see how you'd think that and I don't care whether or not you change your opinion. I've been keeping this stuff secret for a long time. Read Spannow's ambush interview and Belinda's Ambush interview and you'll see hints of this. It was kept quiet for a long time out of respect for them.
Tonight I lost it. She showed she doesn't give a crap about the 6 years we had together by going to Sac in the hopes of fucking Mark on my B-day. I keep hoping she actually cares about me and love me. That's not the case. Actions speak louder than words. She saw me as a ticket out of poverty and nothing else. My best friend and my dad told me so long ago but my ego wouldn't let me believe them. So when all this happened I gave all the money up and she left, proving them right.
Believe it or not, there is even more to this story. But I am going to TRY not to tell it 'cause it only gets worse.
I had an enormous ego. It's completely shattered now and I just wish Belinda would get out of my house so I can move on with my life, but she stays. She won't leave. Maybe now she will.
Get out, please, Belinda. You have plenty of guys in the industry that will let you move in with them. Do it, damn it. Let me move on. Stop hurting me by leaving to fuck others on my birthday. Just fucking go. I have been bawling my eyes out all day today and I'm sick of it.
Make fun of me if you wish. I deserve it. I was stupid and decided a gold digging whore actually loved me. Unfortunately I believed this for almost 6 years. Yep, I'm dumb.