Originally Posted by Donny

Dean,

I kept this quiet for a very long time. Belinda and I still live in the same house. She claims to be my best friend. Yet tonight (my birthday is at midnight) she decided to drive to a party with Mark and Rochard. She admitted earlier that she hoped to have sex with Mark tonight. I found that cold hearted. I'd respected her until that moment. I could handle it better if it was on any other day, but on my birthday I get the gift of Belinda fucking the guy who is very key in our breakup. I lost respect and decided there is no reason to keep quiet any longer.

My mind and ego have been shattered by this. That's part of the reason I had to surrender my life to God, because alone I'd go insane. I don't care if you guys understand or not, but this is where I am. This is a big catalyst. And soon the full story will be known.