The doctors are old soviet women, in my resident county. They haven't heard of Xanax here yet. (Or anything, really)
It's -20 C, I'm not willing to go and buy alcohol.
I don't understand the hooker thing, not really interested in pleasuring them.
But thanks for the suggestions. I think I'll try the vegetarian diet for a while.
I think feeling depressed must be part of the natural cycle of living..