gleem

So I finally quit smoking after 15 years of smoking roughly a pack a day of marlboro reds.



Last cig was Sat night and it's been a long wacky ride since then.

Basically, I ran out of ciggarettes without realizing it on Saturday so I though to myself, fuckit, I quit. I've never quit before, always too scared to even try cause I am sooooo addicted.

Sunday I basically confined myself to the couch, Monday made myself not leave the house, I knew if I went anywhere I Would immediately buy smokes.

Haven't slept more than a couple hours since Saturday, just sleep in like 1 hour intervals tossing and turning. The wierdest thing about quiting is I swear everything slowed down. Time is moving slower, my days were usually broken up by routines between smoking. Now I have no time refrence... this is so wierd... only smokers know what I mean.


anywhoo.... don't use patches or gum, they just drag out your withdrawel..

knuckle up and go cold turkey baby!



jesus I wish I could smoke.

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