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I don't know, I guess the less you think about it the better chance you have.
It is funny because there was a really long time when I was really shy and always had huge problems beeing natural with Girls at the High School and it was more or less a tragicomedy (sometimes I do even today when I really care about the one).
And it really took its peak as I drank about a half liter of metaxa when sixteen and called the girl I was looking for at about 1AM, that was in the days when there were no cell phones yet (or they weighed about 3 pounds and you could not speak longer than like half an hour until the battery dried up)
I made an complete ass of myself cause I woke up the whole family, she went to the phone but I can't really recall what I said to her, I guess it was far from beeing sane.
So the next day you have this huge guilty feeling you feel like an idiot. So I prepaired a really long letter of apologize and it was really honest and I thought she will either start to care or at least I will know that it doesn't make sense anymore.
It took me like half an hour before I picked up the phone and dialed the number, there is this sexy voice on the other end and I am reading my seven times revised speech.
I finished up and she seems to be very touched I am nervous again, saying good night and I feel great and looking for the next morning when I have the feeling she finally started to care.
First thing next morning is that one of my classmates that lived at the same block and was a great friend with her tells that me the whole heartbreaking speech that I hold was her mother on the other end! Well all finished up bad and I felt fucked up for a really long time.
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