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Originally Posted by Jace
woah, what happened to nscash?
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Oh I just basically had a breakdown and flipped out and was a total asshole... I went on two trips I should not have gone too due to very very bad PTSD. My system is unpredictable and shot to hell I've had many of theses spells even still. Not their fault but they had to make a good biz decision and let Miss nutcase go. It's totally fine and anyone in their right mind would do the same thing.
I'm totally in agreement with it. I gotta worry about me and my daughters health and coping skills, not peoples custom fpas and galleries blah blah. We're building our lives over from complete scratch. It's still kinda trippy more like watching a bad movie. We'll hopefully stop hurting this badly soon. I'm trying so so so hard.
So hard to understand till it actually happens to ya. I wish NSCash the best and all that good stuff. It's still the first time ever since I was 11 that I haven't worked. It's soooo not like me. But chillin with my cat in my bed all day is gonna have to do for a while lol... I have no choice. I gotta rest and not have anymore worries for a while.
Yeah I hope to sell it for not much whatever... just wanna get rid of it.