{{{ Understand what I write here correctly, these are guidelines... not dissing. }}}
Fuck it man, You lost Your girlfriend, that's it...
The way I see it, the whole situation could very well just have led to better things for You...
I don't know anything about Your (ex) girlfriend, so I'm not the one to say You're better off without her... but what if it would turn out You ARE 6 months later in Your relationship?
By now, You have a bit more life experience (earned rather quickly, some people need decades to find these "calls for overhaul" due to new experiences)...
Take Your new experiences and knowledge, good and bad, and fix things up the way You see fit... with full force... with that "nothing to lose" in Your mind...
Get something BETTER to do for money, find someone even BETTER than Your ex...
Rock ON... ROCK on! :2cents
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