I'm sorry for your sufferings pal. But I hope its not too late before you to turn your back from God and think of the bitter things you have gone thru. I think God gave you so much blessings that he gave you your dad and he gave you time to let you show how you appreciate and love your dad before his time. Remember death is a part of our human life, we never know when it will come to us. Hope I can help you so I wish you the best man! Just think of the good things that happen to you and let go your pain!
