Originally Posted by Jet

I give up on karma. I'm a good person--I try to be. But my life has been nothing but shit for years now and I don't have any hope any more. All around me I see the wicked being rewarded, and good people suffering.

I can't even be a success as an evil person.

Originally Posted by Jet

Thank you. Though no amount of wishful thinking can ever change the cold harsh truth: Them that has, gets. Those that don't have, often never will.

Life is deeply unfair and that's the way it is. It's stupid to expect anything--the most I can hope for is that drugs or alcohol or psychological help or some combination of them can numb me enough that I can close my eyes on the long relentless slide towards death.