Pimpin' ain't easy bro...
Sorry to hear about your misfortune, but you got pluck, and I am sure you will bounce back.
So what am I to do with all of my Batts chops???
For old times sake...
Honestly, you were one of the great personalities on GFY.
I do hope that you will re-group, dust yourself off, and give it another shot, all the wiser from your experiences.
Good luck Mate!
ADG