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Originally Posted by RayVega
I think it has to do with being six months away from turning 40. It's really strange but I woke up one night and said "Holy shit...I'm going to be 40!" . I thought of myself as a kid for Christ sakes and then all of a sudden WHAM! I am the same age as I remember my father being. It makes you consider your mortality.
That and being I have an IQ in the 145-154 range...It's actually a curse, not a benefit. you can't stop thinking about shit like this. Analyzing everything on multiple vertical levels and the thoughts never stop.
Time for a xanax!  |
You do not need Xanax
It's perfectly normal to be wary of death. Ya know though...
Ya not going to die today, and who knows when. Your best hope is to die when you are ready. Thats the absolute best you can aim for.
That will be the best gift you could ever possibly give yourself.
Be ready, be happy with yourself, count things you have done for those around you and once ya get to that point...
You will want to die, as you will learn you have no business being alive.
I consider myself in the later bracket. I have no business being alive so any time is fine with me.