Originally Posted by AlienQ

You do not need Xanax
It's perfectly normal to be wary of death. Ya know though...
Ya not going to die today, and who knows when. Your best hope is to die when you are ready. Thats the absolute best you can aim for.

That will be the best gift you could ever possibly give yourself.
Be ready, be happy with yourself, count things you have done for those around you and once ya get to that point...
You will want to die, as you will learn you have no business being alive.