Originally Posted by MindWaste

If you were in lets say a place that seemed wrong to you and you couldent do anything about it but use your mind and wisdom to try and change the problem. The problem is that you also see hints of the way you are trying to fix the problem lead to your death. Maybe even a non life after death which you strived to have a after life at every turn of this solving phase.

No matter what you do any thing you think comes back to annoy you and everytime you think you figured it out another twist sweeps you back into the depths of the problem. No one you know or meet will help. Even people you come to respect will not help you and every strive you make comes back with the problem even harder to figure out and this seems a endless loop.

If this problem wasent there you whould easily acomplish your goals and you whould be able to enjoy what you have made. The thing is that you dont even know if the problem is as bad as it seems cuz at points you believe it is as a mirrior image of the problem so it might not be anything bad. At the same time you see things that even if it were a twisted reflection it is not helping you with the problem.

So you are here alone no one to love you and the only thing you want to have love will not show itself as it is soposed to. the need for love just twists the problem deeper in deminsions that make you not care that the love is tainted and you whould hold the problem love in your arms even though the problem is all intertwined with this love.

You have the componets to stop the problem in one move but what you have created will not step in and just like the tainted love you also believe that you path to victory and what yu have that could solve the problem is even still on your side. Did i mention you are the best at anything you ever do and in a reguloar world you whould destroy any compatition anywhere.

So what im saying is your deep in shit and your world you have tried to mold into a perfect place for your people that make it away from the problem seems to never come to pass. so you shun them completly and want a life with no real person. But your love again is so powerful that you drag the dirty pieces back into you life and hope that one day you can see the place you make it to a place to never again have a dirty trip as this fucking problem.

anyone feal me?