I have had a pretty challenging couple of months folks.
I left Mellanie in November, which has brough great personal pain and much business pain which is still not all resolved by any means, and then the huge project Adam referred to... well... the investors went insolvent over Christmas with other things dragged down by the economic crisis.
Top that off with a close friend and "bricks and mortar" business associate was diagnosed with cancer about 4 weeks ago and he is in the midst of chemo, so I am doing what I can to try and keep his business and team going, which is pretty fucking hard when I am pretty down myself.
I have been screwed around by some peeps, I have had to let down some others because of pressing needs... it's been pretty fucked all over actually.
Murphy is alive and well and doing his best to smash me around some all over the shop.
So life sort of sucks a fair bit right now, and it's hard to keep getting up, but the bad times make you really appreciate the good all that much more, and my life has not sucked and I have some amazing friends with who I have shared amazing times, so I'll just keep on keeping on and see what falls out of the tree.
I was hoping to be at Phoenix Forum, I was hoping to , but right now it looks like even though I will be in the US for a month, I may well just be chilling and recharging with Raven.
Life was a funny thing that happened to me on the way to the grave.
Good old Oscar Wilde.
;-)
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