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The problem with your "music" is that it has almost no artistic merit at all. It's more or less just a stream of consciousness poorly timed to a borrowed beat. What's worse, is that you clearly and admittedly have serious personality disorders. It's almost impossible for anybody else to follow along with your stream of thought much less identify with it. "Music" that nobody can identify with and has no artistic merit is never going to garner you the type of recognition you so obviously crave.
What's worse is that the nature of your disease will continue to compound the problem. As nobody supports your "music" you begin to believe with more and more certainty that everyone is in fact out to get you. I'm going to go ahead and take a wild guess that introspection is not your strongest quality.
You really should take PSSupserstars' advice and try to live a simpler, more realistic life. While nobody will ever support you as being a great musician, you can probably do other jobs well. Doing a really good job cleaning, for instance, will at least earn you some grattitude for a job well done. Your "music" is never going to get you that positive interaction.
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