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And the thing is...
I can stop for a second... allow myself to become an emo, attention seeking person for a bit.... and empathize with the music... but if I do that for too long.. I'm not doing any service to myself or this world... It's just, like I said in the previous post, self flagulation.
Answer a few questions...
1. Do you commonly find yourself blaming your pitfalls on others?
2. Do you commonly find yourself lamenting about your "illness" in hopes to garner sympathy?
3. Do you always say, "Well, they just don't understand me..."
I fully understand. My most depressing moments in life were as a teenage girl writing music in a journal.. and actually COMPOSING REAL LIFE MUSIC... not just sampling beats... actually COMPOSING the music...
But then I realized that I'm never going to be a successful adult.. wallowing in self pity.. and I became a realist..
and man, oh man, how life has changed...
And that was WITHOUT a mental illness..
I can only imagine what the downward spiral is like WITH a mental illness...
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