Last thing... before I go to the gym, movies with hubby...
Do you have any goals in life other than making it in music?
Do you want a family? Do you want a lasting relationship?
People don't want to be around others who surround themselves in negativity.... I bet you couldn't even find an eyeliner wearing, sad, fat lil emo girl to put up with your personality and shit.. She'd even think it was overkill...
and all those people in your roleplaying games... arent reality... Most are people fucked up and as self hating as you are... in cyclicle damning lives that will never change for the better or produce anything... and the ones who do lead successful lives.. know how to walk away...
You need to take a long hard look at yourself and change..
Okie Dokie... Now I need to go to the gym
