sounds to me like you should just consider calling it a life. nothing to be ashamed about. you're not being happy isn't really anyone else's business. them being upset at you ending your own misery is probably on of the more selfish reactions people have. so don't worry about it man! if you don't like life, man up and just bow out. no reason to prolong the pain, misery, suffering and boredom of your existence.
its time to just be honest about the situation.. you gave life a shot.. it wasn't for you. nothing to be ashamed of.
good luck!
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