Originally Posted by PSSuperstars

You're reading delusions of grandeur and paranoia from a schizo. Thats why it seems so interesting. It's a classic, casebook example. You could have this post in a personality disorders 110 level college class.

I feel bad for you Travis.. but you do need to get on some meds.. and stop and take a breath and remember that everything that happens is a product of YOUR choices... and only YOU can get you out.. and anytime it feels like people are out to get you.. stop and remember that your brain is tricking you.. your brain is wanting you to feel like other people are out to get you.. but take your meds and put one foot in front of the other.