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Yes I have done coke, drove drunk, banged strippers and I have a 5 year old daughter!
All the comments on here about my drunk driving experience really hurt me and made me a little sad especially the ones involving my daughter. I realized though I can't let it bother me because I deserve it and its all the more reason to open my fuckin eyes. My whole life I have done what I (Keyword I) wanted to do, I mean anything and everything. All the people that have surrounded me my whole life (even cop friends) drink and drive and are openly cool about it. That's the only reason i can think of that I did it for so long.
After my divorce 1 1/2 years ago I was kinda in the dumps and started where I left off when i was single. On the weekends I started chasing women, going to bars, clubs, smoking, driving drunk from time to time and even did coke sometimes. Something had to break this pattern.
Its not just the drunk driving thing either, its like my life got an audit and now I find myself going through it looking at some decisions I have made a second time. I really feel like I have grown as a person this week after the big deal I have made about this to all my friends, family and even GFY.
Wish me luck guys, I feel real good about what happened, sometimes we just need a slap in the face to wake the fuck up.
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