right now i am in and out of the doc office al the damn time ,
they are going back and forth over what to do , right now i am still here in the philippines dealing with this and working all at the same time to make content , i guess i am to much into my work , finly tho i am going to take two weeks off and go to the usa where i am from to get more test ,
i do know i am about 100% sure i will not do kymo i see to many people that have and was in more pain then before , so i am for now dealing with it living on lots of pills and so on ,
i am not down over it , for i have to me lived a great and wonderful life , i done alot and have seen alot more then most will ever get to do ,
I have learn that some of us are just given shitter cards then others that is life and i have learn to live with that ,
I never to look for pitty from people over this , only maybe now to show others that alot of the shit we done when younger wasnt as cool as we all think it was , the drugs , drinking , smoking , all that crazzy ass shit we all for the most have done
but when you have to take pills to just breath , take pills to sleep , and other pills to keep you fucing awake for all the toher drugs make you want to sleep , trust me it get to you after a while ,
there for a while i was taking over 40 pills a day and man that gets old real fast . I would be out some where or shooting and boom i cant get a breath , OH YA I FOR GOT THIS PILL SHIT and go take and i and i can again , right now i have around 45% breathing , not to good for a person with astma ether ,.
so that just lets you know a bit more ,
and for real guys , if you are a heavy smoker check it out make sure all ok , I WILL NOT GO AROUND AND TELL YOU NOT TO SMOKE WE ARE ALL ADULTS , JUST DONT BE A FOOL LIKE ME AND NEVER GO TO THE DOC TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE ALL OK AND KEEP TELLING YOUR SELF AW MAN I AM GREAT HEALTH I RUN I WORK OUT AND SO ON FUCK I DID ALL THAT , HELL I AM EVEN A PRO DRAG MOTORCYCLE RACER , AND I THOUGHT I WAS GREAT HEALTH
PEACE OUT ALL
