you never know when someone is serious here or not
but as a favorite member of your family, I'm telling you to change your life
go exercise, go jogging (i just did it, even though im 45 lbs overweight, getting tired very fast, and risk a heart attack
)
try to be more focused, make more money, or just change industries, get a job in real life, could be more fun, even if it pays less
you may try some meds temporarly as well
oh and get laid (but not with your hand)
