Originally Posted by cykoe6

You need to learn to ignore the voices in your head. Accepting that you have a problem and that not everything you perceive is reality will help you in the process of your recovery. Even people like you with severe cases of schizophrenia and related mental disorders can achieve a somewhat normal life through medication and regular professional treatment.

Understanding that you are sick and it is not your fault are important first steps. In the beginning you will likely need to rely on someone who is not sick to help you sort out which of your perceptions are real and which are the results of your illness. Do not despair as in time you may be able to function and socialize almost like a normal person. In some cases people with your condition are even able to reenter society and get regular employment, but it is important to be patient with your recovery and understand your own limitations. Get well soon buddy!