Originally Posted by SleazyDream

Honestly I doubt I'll ever be able to put the feeling to rest though. This is where it gets weird. I knew I'd meet her from when I was 10 years old. Saw her face in my head then. I even knew almost exactly what would happen too. Like a vision that was always there with me. I knew the second I saw her, I remember the moment. I stopped dead in my tracks and my heart started thumping. I saw the whole thing play out before hand in my vision and knew I'd be where I am today. Now I'm lost, my vision ended a couple years ago and I fell like I'm walking without a map. Before I always KNEW what would happen, now I got nothing. It's a weird feeling. Now I KNOW that sounds crazy, it sounds crazy to me. I'm a rational guy. I can and have moved forward but I think I'm always gona be left with this hole in me that screams that something is missing.