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stickyfingerz · 05-24-2009, 04:38 PM

My one and only post on all this. And thanks Bob for being a douche. After we shot your model for you.

The one and only reason I have not posted is this. I still very much care about Dixie. This isn't the first time she pulled this crap. She is in a situation right now she thinks is good, but she is going to look back and regret her actions not too far off from now. For me to reply to all the bs accusations would destroy her. Did I steal our dog? No if we are discussing the dog she begged for me to buy her, then did not take care of, did not clean up after when it made messes, did not potty train, did not feed, did not take out. Sorry did not steal it. SHE took off and left the dog. Gonzo starting whispering in her ear back in November after he met her at the Atlanta show. He promised her 30,000.00 a month if she did a site with him. She is naive, and bought it.

Im leaving it at that for now. I have videos of her violently drunk where I almost had to call the cops. She caused us to be kicked out of a hotel at one of the shows. She was addicted to drugs when we first got her. I nursed her through the withdrawls, she was bullemic and probably is again from the latest pics Ive seen. I got her to nearly stop that. I won't go further. That thread had nothing to do with her. I started a thread a biz thread looking for a new developer for my secure streaming solution as the previous developer decided at the last minute he didn't want in on a partnership he agreed to a long time ago, and that I have been getting ready to launch for a long time. Flakey scum of a developer and he never even finished the project to what I requested.

All of you that have jumped on me without knowing the facts, and believing what a naive barely 21 year old drug addict that was covered with scars from cutting, and teeth so bad that we had to buy cosmetic teeth in order to shoot her, that had 2 underage drinking charges that I had to drive to va and kingsport tn for her 5 or 6 times to get resolved, that I paid the fines for.

Oh the best buy account that my partner cosigned for her on, and she finally made a 100.00 payment last week on. We used it to buy the camera with yes, because it was 0% apr and I have paid that off many times over. I am the one that has been paying on HER account that doesn't even have my name on it since the begining.

The girl that barely a month ago BEGGED me to forgive her. The girl that BEGGED me to drive to Charolette NC to come see her (which I did) at 1am in the morning, and I left at 3am in the morning and drove all night from Nashville less than 2 months ago. And when I got there she looked like she was on meth or crack. The front door of Gonzo's crappy apartment had at least 20 packs of cig butts laying on the ground. Then she had been so drunk or high or whatever it was that Gonzo was letting her have that she forgot she begged me to come there and she ended up smacking me in the face after I made a 14 hour round trip to see the girl I loved. She made such a ruckas that the apt manager had to come over. After I drove through a blizzard going through the mountains.

The same girl that the last time she took off she begged me to drive to her families house in VA to come get her on New Years eve. And I left at 11pm and again drove all night to get her. And while I was driving to get her she went out and got drunk and let some random guy fuck her. And I still forgave her. I still love her and I am a retard for that. I could go into further detail and hurt her more, but I do not want to do that. You all can believe whatever you want to. I have picture and video proof of many things that would make jaws drop.

I have many projects I am working on. I am currently doing very well financially in offline and online endeavors most of which don't involve porn. Have I experimented with some bi stuff? We work in porn... and you homophobic pathetic people act like that is a big deal. Its actually hysterical to watch. Am I gay? Far far far from it. There are a few people that have seen the 3 or 4 girls I am currently dating. I won't ask any to attest to their looks. Im dating them but my heart is still someone else's.

Will I be back? You people don't catch on do you? Just continue to jump on bandwagons, make assumptions and carry on. I was nothing but good to Dixie / Erica. Nothing but. I risked everything for her. Id still get in my car right now drive and pick her up and bring her home if she asked me to. Most won't understand unconditional love here because you are a large group of shallow selfish trolls that are continuing on in this thread.

When you guys figure out how to put 2 and 2 together you might catch on. My biggest mistake was loving Erica the way I did / do. I tried not to fall in love with her. Really tried, but we fell in love with each other. If she denies that she is lying. We were ring shopping the first week of March. She BEGGED me to forgive her after making me drive all the way to Charolette and back. I did forgive her.

05-24-2009, 04:38 PM
stickyfingerz Doin fine Industry Role: Join Date: Oct 2005 Posts: 24,983	My one and only post on all this. And thanks Bob for being a douche. After we shot your model for you. The one and only reason I have not posted is this. I still very much care about Dixie. This isn't the first time she pulled this crap. She is in a situation right now she thinks is good, but she is going to look back and regret her actions not too far off from now. For me to reply to all the bs accusations would destroy her. Did I steal our dog? No if we are discussing the dog she begged for me to buy her, then did not take care of, did not clean up after when it made messes, did not potty train, did not feed, did not take out. Sorry did not steal it. SHE took off and left the dog. Gonzo starting whispering in her ear back in November after he met her at the Atlanta show. He promised her 30,000.00 a month if she did a site with him. She is naive, and bought it. Im leaving it at that for now. I have videos of her violently drunk where I almost had to call the cops. She caused us to be kicked out of a hotel at one of the shows. She was addicted to drugs when we first got her. I nursed her through the withdrawls, she was bullemic and probably is again from the latest pics Ive seen. I got her to nearly stop that. I won't go further. That thread had nothing to do with her. I started a thread a biz thread looking for a new developer for my secure streaming solution as the previous developer decided at the last minute he didn't want in on a partnership he agreed to a long time ago, and that I have been getting ready to launch for a long time. Flakey scum of a developer and he never even finished the project to what I requested. All of you that have jumped on me without knowing the facts, and believing what a naive barely 21 year old drug addict that was covered with scars from cutting, and teeth so bad that we had to buy cosmetic teeth in order to shoot her, that had 2 underage drinking charges that I had to drive to va and kingsport tn for her 5 or 6 times to get resolved, that I paid the fines for. Oh the best buy account that my partner cosigned for her on, and she finally made a 100.00 payment last week on. We used it to buy the camera with yes, because it was 0% apr and I have paid that off many times over. I am the one that has been paying on HER account that doesn't even have my name on it since the begining. The girl that barely a month ago BEGGED me to forgive her. The girl that BEGGED me to drive to Charolette NC to come see her (which I did) at 1am in the morning, and I left at 3am in the morning and drove all night from Nashville less than 2 months ago. And when I got there she looked like she was on meth or crack. The front door of Gonzo's crappy apartment had at least 20 packs of cig butts laying on the ground. Then she had been so drunk or high or whatever it was that Gonzo was letting her have that she forgot she begged me to come there and she ended up smacking me in the face after I made a 14 hour round trip to see the girl I loved. She made such a ruckas that the apt manager had to come over. After I drove through a blizzard going through the mountains. The same girl that the last time she took off she begged me to drive to her families house in VA to come get her on New Years eve. And I left at 11pm and again drove all night to get her. And while I was driving to get her she went out and got drunk and let some random guy fuck her. And I still forgave her. I still love her and I am a retard for that. I could go into further detail and hurt her more, but I do not want to do that. You all can believe whatever you want to. I have picture and video proof of many things that would make jaws drop. I have many projects I am working on. I am currently doing very well financially in offline and online endeavors most of which don't involve porn. Have I experimented with some bi stuff? We work in porn... and you homophobic pathetic people act like that is a big deal. Its actually hysterical to watch. Am I gay? Far far far from it. There are a few people that have seen the 3 or 4 girls I am currently dating. I won't ask any to attest to their looks. Im dating them but my heart is still someone else's. Will I be back? You people don't catch on do you? Just continue to jump on bandwagons, make assumptions and carry on. I was nothing but good to Dixie / Erica. Nothing but. I risked everything for her. Id still get in my car right now drive and pick her up and bring her home if she asked me to. Most won't understand unconditional love here because you are a large group of shallow selfish trolls that are continuing on in this thread. When you guys figure out how to put 2 and 2 together you might catch on. My biggest mistake was loving Erica the way I did / do. I tried not to fall in love with her. Really tried, but we fell in love with each other. If she denies that she is lying. We were ring shopping the first week of March. She BEGGED me to forgive her after making me drive all the way to Charolette and back. I did forgive her.