Originally Posted by lazycash

Ryan you gotta get over her and move on. I'm sure the sex was amazing and that's whats fueling your desire to still be with Erica. After all the problems you've stated she has, no guy with an objective look at things would still want to pursue a relationship with someone like that. To state all the things wrong with her and all the things you had to go through on her behalf and then continue to say how much you are in love with her makes one assume you have very low self esteem. I'm sure six months from now, you'll look back on things and wonder wtf you were thinking. You've got kids and that should be your first priority even if they are half a world away. Forget women for a while and focus on work and spending time with your kids.