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Originally Posted by stickyfingerz
You don't know the deal on that actually at all. And Im not fucking their lives up. Im fighting to get them back. And talking to them on skype everyday. They are on the other side of the planet and not by my choosing. Don't jump to conclusions on things.
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Gah. Sorry. Can't let it die.
You said yourself that your involvement with Dixie played a part in not seeing your kids....
So by default.. if you hadn't chose her.. you wouldn't be in as fucked up of a situation now..
true or false?
I mean if you hadn't convinced yourself you're "ballin" and wanting to make a "porn superstar".... you'd probably have a teensy bit of an easier go at getting them, right?
leave all of this behind.
leave her.
leave the websites... give it to your partner.
WALK AWAY.
Do your offline thing.. and get a normal joe schmoe job at Home Depot or WMT.. to remind yourself that you're not some big pimpin' all star..
You're a normal dude poser who FUCKED UP.. and needs a reality check..