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Originally Posted by stickyfingerz
I wouldn't of called if Gonzo hadn't lied about her parents having the address and phone number. I talk to her mother from time to time. Her and I were talking the night before her bday, and a few days before that we were on good terms and weren't fighting, and she was telling me she was scared and was crying. She also apologized for the whole North Carolina thing. We were talking and on good terms and she disappeared. Just because Gonzo didn't know we were talking he keeps playing the stalker card. she was calling or talking to me on Yahoo at least 2 times a week, and never had I not heard from her for longer than 6 days. There were several nights that It looked like I was going to have to make a trip down there to get her out of there. Just because she tells Gonzo one thing doesn't mean shit. She told me after the NC thing that she was sorry and begged my forgiveness and couldn't believe I would still forgive her after what she had done to me, and put me through. She told me she would fix it and she wanted to come home.
Gonzo only gets one side of things. I was the one she was talking to at 2 and 3am in the morning, I was the one she was crying to and telling me she was scared. I was the one she was asking what to do. No one knows the whole truth between me and her except me and her. Gonzo has no idea about the real truth on things. She told me when I came to visit her in NC she had to act the way that she was expected to act due to Gonzo being there. If anyone thinks I am making this stuff up, what motive would I have for that now? Erica cried 2 nights ago to me when we talked even. But hey Im sure all you buddies of Gonzo really know the full story since even he doesn't know it. 
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I'm not a buddy of Gonzo. I don't know the guy at all. If he really is a 46 year old man who let a 21 year old wannabe pornstar move into his home on a whim, he's probably very lonely and has issues of his own to sort out.
All I'll say is that she isn't worth it man. You're in your thirties, you have kids. There is no girl worth getting yourself that wrapped up to where it has the potential to destroy your life. Especially not a girl that age who is not going to become domesticated or rational (no girl that age is). You had your fun and fell for her. But in the interest of your own life, just cut the cord. Mail her the checks, take her out of your phone and address book, and move on to other things.