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I'm hit like you won't beleive !
50% less AND IT'S GETTING WORST AND WORST.
I had to let down VPS and Boxes, domains etc...
No putting anymore cash into new projects (can't)
I have to revamp and/or work out with what's already working out.
I need to find a fucking job can you beleive this ? Almost 12 years online !
Bankruptcy = death for me. I didn't build everything to loose it all (early 40's here)
and no i don't have a fErrari nor a 500 000$k house.
I'm in deep shit.
Don't know how long i'll stand this...
I puke here and there, sleeping problems, crying here and there ya know. 99.9% sure it's a depression (never had one)
My brother's old saying is "Life's a bitch and then you die"
And the majority that will come in here saying, i'm doing more. Are guys that were making 500$/month before ! So no wonder doing 600$ is FUCKING MORE !
Sorry for being sarcastic but i'm close to the line and as funny as it seems, it helpED me to talk about IN HERE !
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