LOL i have never used xanax but i know it is an akward feeling almost, my ex used to call me use me for sex then just ignore me until she wanted a bone again. at the time it actually stung a little because i still had feelings but she just wanted to use me lol.
you just need to separate yourself from the situation and realize yes you are a piece of meet for her where she can take a drug and fuck and not have to worry about being judged because you do it also.
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