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Originally Posted by SleazyDream
4. Did your sister’s passing away from breast cancer have anything to do with the over the top drunk episodes at many porn conventions you’re famous for?
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What?!? WTF man good thing I'm not a sensitive guy that way ...
I might have to answer this in multi post... because there is no connection, correlation or relevance to the two there... lol
My sister was always the one of we two siblings who did the right thing. She didn't drink, do drugs, abuse any one thing from sweets to coffee. She ate right, balanced her meat intake, drank bottled water, ended up with an idealic, bucolic life married to a dairy farmer in Quebec's Beauce region, and was happy as a farmwife and mother - she had three beautiful kids.
And then she got cancer.
I don't know what to make of that on a moral, cosmological and even scientific/health basis. It made me about as angry during her treatment, recovery and relapse as it made me sad at her death. It just doesn't make sense...
OH I just got the sense of your question, Sleazy!! Sorry for my comments earlier... damn, it's possible the drinking excess was tied to those feelings somehow, and the whole situation of my relationship/marriage turning to shit, and all that happy crap back then... fuck, I'm going to have to think about that...
Thanks for the question! I might be back on this later...