i would be real skeptical of the guy who spent the bulk of his years calling each and every one of you an idiot when he apologizes.
hitting rock bottom is one thing.. being forced to realize you've fucked up is one thing
continued sincerity (when its not a behavior rooted in necessity) and changing as a person are another thing completely.
just like a drug addict hits rock bottom eventually... they break down, they apologize.. they can't believe what they've done and how they acted but without long term treatment, the vast majority of the time the drug addict, remains a drug addict.... because the problem was never the drug use to begin with... the drug use/abuse is most often a symptom of deeper issues.
i strongly suspect that a year from now, you will still be seeing the same person from years past, once again calling all of you idiots.
just my opinion.
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