Hello Guys,
Im back home since a few days and theres little that can keep me from checking the interwebs once in a while, except the people around me and the fact i may only do stuff for about 10-20minutes before i need to rest again. But its amazing what you can do when you plan and squeeze and work for 10-20minutes instead of fucking around.
But thats mainly the reason why you might see me online sometimes, but why im not responding yet. I know a lot of people wondered why i havent been online since days, and are looking for me, so thats why im posting. No need to feel sorry for me, i will live and im lucky.
I was rushed into hospital last week before the weekend, and this is what happend:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Subarachnoid_hemorrhage
Its not a long read, and it explains it better then i could ever do.
Sitting on the couch i felt something pop in my head, then i had the idea my head was exploding, i stumbled into the kitchen managing to grab a towel making it wet and putting it on my head. Then things turned worse, i lost consciences and (seeing the bruises on knees face and head) i crushed the floor.
Laying there for 10-20minutes i realised that i really needed to get lucky and hoped someone would be coming home to find me soon. And what can i say, must have a couple angels around me, my girlfriend decided to get home early that day to workout instead of the usual friday workout. You can figure out HOW lucky i was. I was already into a heavy shock when ambulances got to me.
So gf found me, things got worse, couldnt move, thought i was dying, rushed into hospital and there they managed to fix me up a bit.
Thats it in a nutshell.
Home now, have to have someone around me all the time, cant do anything alone for about 3 weeks then they will do another scan and see if and how big the risk is this will happen again. Most of the time, 50% lives thru the first, and nobody lives through the second time.
Thanks for understanding and having patience, im doing all i can to get back with all. But atm i only have one priority, getting better, and getting a couple posts on xm daily.
See you all soon, i hope!