You know that you're completely fucking WRONG and that's a dangerous thought.. right
Well... I haven't been a drunk, not in years, but I do get wasted about once a month.. sometimes less.. but when I do, I cause very serious problems every time
So I don't think I will do it once a month any more
But I miss being wasted out of my mind, smoking kools .. just sitting glassy eyed with loud music and guns everywhere making years go by like weeks ..
And I feel like, man, that's fucked.. you know you lost everything you ever had to being a drunk.. . and went to hell on earth with that shit ..
I almost killed and I almost died and I did some of the dumbest most ridiculous shit I've ever heard of anyone doing. It's a fucking miracle me not being in the ground or in prison.
It's a bitch. When you see someone holding a rum&coke on television... it looks like a naked womans asshole or pussy... Just start growling and foaming at the mouth and your cock starts swelling.... then you just want to blast the a/c and have a nice drink..
Of course for me it leads to more. I almost died of everclear earlier this month.
Look if you're an ex drunk or struggling with it, man it's not what it looks like, it lies to us... it is medicine and it is poison..
It's like a cold cure that causes aids
Don't let it get ahold of you
I hopefully have learned once and for all
It'd be interesting hearing some experiences you guys have had with alcohol
If you're an ex drunk.. do you have a not one drop rule, or were you like me and quitting was easier if you still did it a few times a year?
https://youtube.com/watch?v=7zh6TsV4224