if you dont have a long list of people you have worked with and refrences all i say is goood luck
The people willing to pay today has to know that you will walk through hell for them to meet a deadline and not just (have a sick sister) and disapear for 2 weeks all of a sudden.
A lot of people say porn is dead and business is poor....not true at all you just have to be seriously professional now which will in the next 2 years remove 80% of the people in this business.