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Originally Posted by cam_girls
Pleasure Pays doesn't realise he's one of God's angels. He was immortal his entire life until he made the 1st reply to my 1st post on GFY. That was his destiny, nothing could touch him his entire life, until he fulfilled his role in the path of Adam's life.
I bought an adult domain, so what is my first response on GFY? That pleasure pays ofcourse.
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here is how your $100,000.00 paranormal challenge will play out:
first.. you're sick. an interesting irony in all this behavior is that you also know you're sick. no matter how much you might deny it when not on meds and getting treatment... you know you're sick. your family knows your sick. your friends (if you have any know your sick) and you understand whats wrong with you and you understand how it totally skews your perception of reality and fuels your own delusions.
the people who are hosting the challenge obviously know who you are and that you are sick.
but assume that they agree to test you...
you will fail.
you've made no sense in anything you've said in your videos. you simply BELIEVE yourself that it makes sense. you're deluded state enables you to connect dots and find patterns that don't truly exist. they only exist to you, because you are incapable of reason as any normally functioning person is and you are creating patterns where none exist. its quite clear that you are seriously ill and desperately need help.
you will fail.
but since this whole notion and these delusions are so tightly woven into your own sense of self, you have became good at explaining things away and rationalizing everything. otherwise, you'd be forced to confront some unpleasant realities about your condition which is probably going to force you to confront more emotional trauma than you could deal with or for whatever reason, lack the strength or will to deal with.
so in the end, you will do EXACTLY what someone with your illness does.
you will lash out and attack them, which is the only alternative you will have since they've basically challenged your own sense of who and what you are, by rejecting you and denying your purported "abilities". you will have no real choice but to accuse them of treating you unfairly (which is 100% to be expected and also a common theme/symptom of your condition - that of being the object of persecution) - you will call them liars and cheats and demand they test you again and of course, they will either ignore you or refuse... and as expected, you will use that as proof of the conspiracy/wrong doing on their part.
you will come up with all sorts of convoluted explanations as to why your nonexistent "paranormal powers" where not properly tested and proven... you will insist you've provided more than adequate proof and no one will listen, you'll detail elaborate conspiracies against you etc. etc. etc.
you know exactly how it will play out... because you've seen it play out in your life already, many times.
you know you desperately need help. you know the government isn't watching you and you know that you aren't the first man on the planet (Adam), you know you aren't the subject of a real life "Trueman Show" and you know you do not have any paranormal powers. But you've found in life that allowing your condition to run you and your life, is much easier than just breaking down, getting help, fighting to change yourself and trying to get better. this is why you will never find happiness. never know love and never know a truly fulfilling life. because you simply lack the strength to make those things happen.