I honestly think this is what I was missing (the best days of my life are now)
for years I kinda just wandered, but for the past year as we have prepared for this baby, I am left standing here feeling more complete, happy, and not even concerned with many of the cares of the past.
Having been sober now for years has left me dealing with my emotions face to face instead of escaping via daily alcohol, and I am thankful my daughter will never see me in the state I was when i was drunk every single day of my life.
heres to a new year and the best days of my life.
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