Originally Posted by Fucksakes

her side..

I wish I could repeat what she says.. really wish I could.

but yeah maybe she sees things different from her pov.

don't worry thou, I lay here for hours and blame myself for tons of stuff.

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I am not emotionally stable Danny. I? having a hard time but things need to change for real. I don?t like myself and didn?t like myself while I was with you. I must of made myself that way. I do miss you and did miss you while you were gone. I have a lot of anger towards a you and I resent you for a lot of things. I cant, we cant continue to have a bad relationship. Honestly Danny, WTF do you miss?? Tell me please,..

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Its really hard for me to take you seriously Dan, honestly, you made sure that I knew how bad of a person I was. Like im mentally disabled and blind like not seing how much you do for me..and stuff.. I made myself believe that I was crazy and that I needed anti depressants to make sure I watch what I do and say so I don?t get you mad, or even upset.. also, we had trust issues big time.. not that I can take away the things that I have done but you need to understand that you, also, have played with me. Several times you have threatened to leave, some other times you left, made me cry, made me beg for your forgiveness.. How?s it that LOVE?




I got thousands of emails.. good and bad ones.