sorry for your loss, you should just keep it together and be strong for the rest of your family. I am sure they would not want you to do anything crazy. Perhaps after you make the arrangements try to do things that you enjoy...you must enjoy GFY so this is a start. Listen to some music you enjoy or some TV shows...keep busy and there is nothing wrong with crying or showing emotion. If you have a lot of anger...go to the gym or go out for a jog.
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