I'm sorry for your loss.
If you feel like you should be feeling anything different than what you feel now, it is OK. We all deal with death differently. Whatever you are feeling is normal.
As for what you do ... that is a personal thing, too. Some people sit and cry for days on end, some try not to think about it, some withdraw, some get closer to other family members...it's different for everyone.
I always feel guilty because I am usually numb, distant and in denial until the funeral ... and then I am a wreck ... but that's just how I do it...
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