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I don't know what to tell you. When my mom passed away 9 years ago I was shellshocked for a few weeks. Not sad. Not angry. Just numb. I really believe nubmness is way worse than pain. At least pain reminds you that you're alive. I did a lot of nature trail hiking, praying, meditation, and talking with other relatives to remember and celebrate her life to get the numbness out. Everything else didn't work.
Hang in there, man.
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