Dealing with the death of loved ones is definitely the hardest thing us humans face in life. Lost my last Grandma a few months ago. Hurt like hell. Still shed a tear for my other Grandma I lost like 8 years ago. The hurt never leaves. You learn to deal with that pain and go on with life. Even not thinking about it for long periods of time, but it's always there.
All the best.
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