hey man....stop listining to what a lot of these people say man, they just don't know. Your right that you need to fix your problems....and taking most meds is not the end of the world, shit most of the time you will want to take them. I have someone that is really close to me that went through the same thing 3 years ago. I can't remember what med he is on now, but when we talk about it he is like "I could never go a day without this stuff" He holds 2 jobs, works like 14 hours a day (he is unskilled and needs a few jobs to make ends meet) Most of the meds that control unbalance DO NOT CONTROL your mind....that just fucking stupid. Stick right wtih your docs and shit will be normal before you know it.
