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Originally Posted by CyberAge-Dave
Plan it out right, and you will be here in no time.
Make it a goal, put pictures on your wall. Look at them every day.
Next thing you know, you will be here.
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It took me a long time to figure out what I wrote above, I've been trying to reinvent myself since the new year, so that's what I figured out after I took some effort trying to understand myself again.
Took it easy for some time, cause I didn't take any real time off from 2003 till the start of 2010, while studying college, holding full time jobs, so I usually had a program for 12 - 16 hours a day, add a job related burn out, family tragedy and I've ended up as a nervous wreck with damaged health for the most of 2009.
Needless to mention it definitely was a mistake on my end, unclear priorities, unclear goals, not listening to the gut instinct, too much showing off of the "strong will" and "extreme loyalty" etc. Like speeding a car in bad direction till you ran out of gas.
But I guess I'm getting somewhere
So far I've:
- fixed my body
- fixed my spending - never in my life did I borrow money till two years ago, it broke through at the point when I obviously started curing my depression with extreme spending, now I am regularly hitting my savings goal every month again, as if it would be the most natural thing
- fixing my social life - reviving old ties and making new ones
What's next is to reach a sufficient level of recurring income, that will enable me to move another step forward after I finish college next year.
Have at least 9 things on paper that should have been online already, I guess I have to "manipulate my mind" or rather kick my ass some more and stop babbling
